Well for now hehe.
Its going to be slightly motivational.
So for the most part all week I hit a slump, I made myself sick from my eating habbits. And I got a little depressed as well, especially since my SG photoshoot didnt even happen because the "Photographer" and I were butting heads ** cough cough **
Well because I'm feeling like myself again, I woke up think "GOING TO ACTUALLY DO SHIT AND STOP BEING A LITTLE BITCH"!!!
I also want to make some changes.
Here are My TO DO's & Goals:
- Clean/organize apartment
- get back into working out
- Change diet
- Get a job
- Start sewing again
- Learn to drive the little red car
- Get back into drawing and painting
- Take more pictures of myself and love myself
- Finish my midfication theme
- Do my shoot again (i'm almost there all I need is the Photoset)
- Get back into make up
- Save money to visit Charity & Cory
- Save money to Hopefully go to Disney world for my 21st birthday!!!! (fuck getting wasted at a club I don't even like, I want to go 2 Disney World!)
- And start dressing up again!
Yup, DISNEY WORLD
Most (american) Kiddos on their 21st birthday want to get shhhwasted. I don't like drinking alcohol makes me sick to my stomach for days, and when I don't like feeling drunk. Its just not my cup of tea. i would rather get all dressed up all Cutesy and go for 2 days to Disney World, and just feel like a kid and enjoy my b-day being silly.
Next I want to get a JOB asap. It's very difficult with the fact I cant drive, so i would have to work somewhere close by... Lets say the mall since its like to mins away. And like I said before I would slightly cover to work at forever 21 or Love Culture. But If I do I want to look like Japanese Gyaru Style
I would have to look the girl on the right ^
Sooo cute and I would get This Wig
I think long suits me best, and I want one with Pig tails. To make it cute I can always add bows and stuff.
Another Thing!
I think I should start Making DIY , OOTD (outfit of the day), Beauty, fashion, makeup, events, and tutorial. I will start posting more pics and Videos..I just dont like Youtube.
I will be changing my background on here to something cute, spacey, 90's, pixels, and just something more me.
WEll its time for me to workout and get shit done! Ciao!
