My family or relatives have the nerve to take a picture of when I'm at my complete worst, and post it and share it publicly. I understand that for them it's cute, they LOVE me looking "natural" and i shouldn't care and just let them but no.
I already struggle with my identity and how I was to display myself. I struggle with my weight, and hair. Now when i see a photo when I feel like I appear as a complete troll, I get an instant knot in my throat and I dont want to eat and I want to change everything about myself. I'm trying to cope with learning to love myself but its hard.
Not when a picture is take of me with ne make up not eyebrow my hair is an explosion, and that picture is on facebook or some public media site or being showed to people..... THAT JUST FUCKING BLOWS MY TOP! Have respect for how I want to show myself, have respect for how I feel on that aspect of my Identity. To me its not right at all. It pisses me off and it makes me not want to have any pictures with what so ever.
Just respect my feeling on picture or when i'm at my worst.
