Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Shoe Transformation Idea!

Now that I work at hottpic again and get a wonderful discount I'm going to buy a pair of DEMONIA STACKED STRAP BOOTS.


Then buy some white and maybe a light pink spray paint that when its finished drying it glossy.

Then buy some decoden/rhinestones off etsy and Sophie & Toffee like these
then add some bows and pearl bead chains!


I think it would be hella cute. If I do do this I will video it for sure!

Change of plans for New Years!

Instead of going to Lightball Night, Nico and I have decided to go and spend some days in Austin and get a Tattoos and get my lovely ears pointed!

I've been considering doing it for a couple of years now. I'm going to Shaman Modifications Tattoo and Body Piercing Located in Austin.When I went visit and have a consultation with Pineapple who gave me so much detail of the procedure and the cost which included the followups of the healing. With all the other artists I went looking around to they keep making up stuff and seem like didn't know shit. Too bad! But Pineapple it is!

I'm getting closer to Anime-Alien transformation! :3 Yay!

Friday, November 18, 2011

Tomorrow I start my My first day at Hottopic.

.............again..
God I want chocolate.
Also my shift is 7 hours!

Friday, November 11, 2011

Sunday, November 6, 2011

WARPAINT BEAUTY MAKEUP!


So the other day, Nico and I went to La Cantera Mall on a quest to buy warpaint make up. We bought a mass quanty of almost everything and really cheap thanks to their BOGO and Nico's employee discount :D!

The make up works really well! I'm very happy with this bargain and products!

One of my biggest pet peeves is

My family or relatives have the nerve to take a picture of when I'm at my complete worst, and post it and share it publicly. I understand that for them it's cute, they LOVE me looking "natural" and i shouldn't care and just let them but no.

I already struggle with my identity and how I was to display myself. I struggle with my weight, and hair. Now when i see a photo when I feel like I appear as a complete troll, I get an instant knot in my throat and I dont want to eat and I want to change everything about myself. I'm trying to cope with learning to love myself but its hard.

Not when a picture is take of me with ne make up not eyebrow my hair is an explosion, and that picture is on facebook or some public media site or being showed to people..... THAT JUST FUCKING BLOWS MY TOP! Have respect for how I want to show myself, have respect for how I feel on that aspect of my Identity. To me its not right at all. It pisses me off and it makes me not want to have any pictures with what so ever.


Just respect my feeling on picture or when i'm at my worst.