Sunday, September 18, 2011

I've been feeling kind of down lately

Just life seems pretty lame lately.
1st: My birthday.... Nicole works both Saturday(15th) and Sunday(16th) so that already limits may options off my list. The 15th is also the day my dad has a body competition in Houston, although my mom says that she and the girls are not going but I find that very hard to believe because my dad is more likely to fight with my mom into making them go Saturday and stay there till Sunday. So I really have no absolute plans for my birthday at all. And I don't expect anything.
2nd: I have been working hard on cleaning and baby sitting for my family so I could earn some money since I do not have a job. I'm trying to save up for my ears. This is something i have been wanting for a long time> i want all my mod but i really want my ears pointed. This cause a fight between Nicole and I. She called me stingy and said I'm just like my dad and that I've done nothing. Sucks I'm working hard on having something i really and will give my self for my birthday.
3rd: I am just really having a hard time of getting what I want. I feel stuck and that I'm getting nowhere.


I hope things get better.