Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Skrillex Prefromance was Amazing! But the night was complete shit.

I guess there is a reason certain events or shows like such don't happen often in San Antonio mainly because people don't know how to handle themselves in these kinds of events. It could have been way better. But i was also in state thinking that the social environment would be like Nocturnal Festival, clearly my expectations were high.

Nico and I headed out to the club where that show was held at, we ended up arriving 2 hours early which was ok we figured we would be part of the first group in line to get a good spot. Our friends Steph and her friend met up with us while in line which was good so at least we had some friends that we had hang out with us at the show, since Nico didn't even bother contacting her buddies from work that were going, we could have met up with them too and had a big group together.... oh well.... Once the four of us got in we made out way to the floor and got a spot slightly close to the front. Nadastorm started playing people cheered but no one in the front was fucking moving. No one! Sheph and I were dancing and moving it but everyone in front of us was stiff. I was also getting annoyed that Nico wasn't dancing either, but I tried brushing it off. Once Foreign Beggars got onstage that shit turned around. It started to get packed and people were getting crammed. In a way our 4 group was getting closer to the front but it was pointless because all these dumb Flashy half naked twats wanna be go-go dancers that covering the view of the DJs on the floor bar rail near the stage. LIKE WTF I DID NOT PAY TO SEE YOU COOCH OR ASS! Steph amd I snuck under the bar rail to get a good view of the DJs in the very front while Nico and Steph's friend stayed behind. The front was totally compact. I was getting claustrophobic super quick withing probably 10 mins I told steph I had to get back to Nico, I just couldn't handle how packed it was and I was worried about nico being upset that i left her. As I tried making my way back to the center floor going underneath the bar I thought Nico and Steph's frend would be right there waiting for us to pop out. They were NO WHERE TO BE SEEN. All I could think was "OH MY GOD, FUCK! Nico probably left cause she's pissed". So I made way looking for her and Steph's Friend through the club. I basically looked them the whole entire time 12th Planet played. I was totally panicking and I felt like i was about to cry. I could not get over that the first concert that I would go to with my girlfriend, I would end up losing her. Once Skrillex came on I gave up look for any of the three of them I figured i would just get in the crowed and just enjoy seeing Skrillex do his show. He was truly amazing. Druing the he preformed I got my hair pulled, pushed and shoved, got trapled on by people trying to crowd surf, and got grinded on..ugh.. It was Sad hearing the songs that both my girlfriend and I love and we were not together dancing to them. The whole show was over I finally found Nico and Stephy close to the exit. Turns Nico went on a rampage looking for me and Stephy was slightly crying because her friends was ignoring her, he didnt like that we separated from them so he got irritated so he ignored Steph and ditched us. As we started making our was towards the exit some bitch threw up and Nico. Nico was so close to knocking her out, but I think the dumb bitch made be self mostly spit up water just so she can out of the building faster. Stephy went to get her stuff from her jerk friend and we gave her a ride home.

It was a bad night for the three of us.
But Skrillex himself is amazing live, none the less.



-Alessandra



Monday, September 26, 2011

Tomorrow!


Tomorrow Nico and I are going to go see Skrillex! Yay! I'm slightly excited but i can't wait!
I'm going to be taking my camera and hopefully take pictures. If not I guess Im goin to have to use the Ipod.

Btw Nico and I both died our hair. Nio went all black, and I went back to platinum/white from frosted pink tip fringe.

K, bye!

Sunday, September 18, 2011

I've been feeling kind of down lately

Just life seems pretty lame lately.
1st: My birthday.... Nicole works both Saturday(15th) and Sunday(16th) so that already limits may options off my list. The 15th is also the day my dad has a body competition in Houston, although my mom says that she and the girls are not going but I find that very hard to believe because my dad is more likely to fight with my mom into making them go Saturday and stay there till Sunday. So I really have no absolute plans for my birthday at all. And I don't expect anything.
2nd: I have been working hard on cleaning and baby sitting for my family so I could earn some money since I do not have a job. I'm trying to save up for my ears. This is something i have been wanting for a long time> i want all my mod but i really want my ears pointed. This cause a fight between Nicole and I. She called me stingy and said I'm just like my dad and that I've done nothing. Sucks I'm working hard on having something i really and will give my self for my birthday.
3rd: I am just really having a hard time of getting what I want. I feel stuck and that I'm getting nowhere.


I hope things get better.

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Hello Kitty Outfit

So now I have an "idea" for what I can do for New Years.


This right here! Perfect for New Years Celebration!
I wanna do something WILD to end my year! This would be perfect!!


............Well for me that is.

AW MY GAWD THIS IS TOO CUTE!




AHAHAHAHAHA!:D!!!!!!
Lately I've been on the pastel side of stuff! I'm really getting into fairy kei and and hime. I'm trying to mix it in with my style. I'll start post fashion styles soon. I just don't feel comfortable enuff yet.

And this fucking grean hair will not fade! D: moo fooo foo!

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Two Horrid Nightmares

I'm not sure if it was because of the movie "Contagion" or because I kinda before i slept but i had two bad nightmares.

The first nightmare had to do with some kind of demonic poltergeist in our apartment. I just remember objects were flying around in our bedroom and i could not move or scream.

I ended up waking up around 1:00 am, because of the dream and because i was roasting hot. I took the laptop into the living room and played on Polyvore till 3:00 am. I just need to clear my mind. So i went back into bed and cuddled with my girlfriend.

Then the second dream. This one was the worst. I was abducted by some psycho pervert and he attempted rape. And again I could not move or scream.

Ugh Sucky dreams.

Friday, September 9, 2011

EDM on full blast is probably the only thing that makes me happy on crappy days.

BY DA WAY!

HERE IS THE PICTURE OF MY Green HAIR!!

Well lets see how things go.

I don't think I'm really in love anymore. I Love Nicole, but I don't think I'm in love with her like I was before. I get annoyed of her real quick, and I dont feel like I have strong attraction to her. There are many thing that start to bother me about her. Its sad but I think.. Well more like I'm sure that I have fallen Out of love.

I'm just not sure what to do. I don't want to lose her. She's the world to me like a sibling.
well.... I keep trying.

Images like this make me want to travel the world. There is so much amazing beauty that I want to explore and hope that someday I will. The earth is beautifull.

Last day of summer fun.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

DYED MY HAIRS GREENY AND IT LOOKS LIKE SHIT!!!! MEGASHIITTT!!

I'll put a picture up later but for the moment I need to fix this chaos.